I like this husband. (3rd). I felt such hate, disgust, loathing toward the others by the 7th year, and I really like this guy. Not just love - like - consistently and often. Happiness is possible with another human. And I thought it was all bull. But you can truly learn to like another human more and more as time passes. Not just less and less. If you find yourself praying to God to just KILL the other person for you.....

I mourn too many decades of my life. They are gone forever. Trying to be what other people needed from me. Learn from me. Whatever you do, like YOU. Like YOUR choices. Be your best friend.