I do have a few depressive episodes..especially in High School and I had mania then as well but I always just thought it was my ADD. Since I drank pretty much non-stop for awhile after that I would get manic with alcohol then get depressed from the alcohol so it was hard to tell what really was going on with me now. Now that I'm sober I just thought it was add but reacting manically to the treatments I'm on...its making me wonder if I have some bi-polar..just mostly manic episodes more than depression though..
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~ how faint is the heartbeat that constantly craves..never satisfied..hungry..racing thoughts..waiting for the storm after the calm~ ME
Diagnosis: BPD 2 with mixed states, Cyclothymia, GAD, Trichotillomania and Skin picking disorder, some OCD tendencies
Meds: Abilify 30mg ,Lithium 600 per day, gabapentin 600mg, Zoloft 100 mg, remeron 7.5mg
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