Does it make sense that the treatment made my life worse than the disease did? I am so afraid. I have convinced everyone that I am OK and capable, and they're all waiting for the other shoe to drop. My ex husbands have threatened many many times that they think that when I am sick that I can't take care of the boys and that they will take them away! They hate me and want revenge.

Taking care of the boys is the only thing I am good at. Even when I am sick. Right now, I just need more money, but I haven't been able to keep a job. Ever. The longest I have ever worked is two years..