i have got to quit. seriously. but i don't feel i can. the temptation is too strong and i am very weak. i don't eat enough as it is, and i don't see how it is my body can stand to take all this. i know i'm really self destructive, so i think i'm testing myself. but i gotta stop. it's not making me feel too good and it's not doing anything good for me anyway. just keepin those who care updated. ty.
-me