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Old Dec 17, 2015, 05:27 PM
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I have all the thoughts and feelings of depression but the energy of mania. I have panic attacks and can't think straight. I feel like my only option is to hurt myself because nothing else helps bring me back to earth. I often feel like I am not I control of myself, like an outside being is controlling me. I get irritable and scream and hit and throw things. I don't like myself when mixed.
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