I have a massive amount of psychic energy. Super distracted and anxious about everything, yet physically, I have no energy. I am fried and could sleep for a month. Too tired and distracted to work on my house or work or anything. Just barely getting by. Feeling restless, but don't want to do anything. Paralyzed by fear, yet trudging through the bare minimum. Not feeling pleasure, just dreading everything.

Is this mixed?

Thoughts of death and cutting.