Okay just wanted to say this:

No it will not go away... but what is your sexual orientation or you straight trans meaning for you you love guys or are you lesbian/gay trans for you love women... also this goes even deeper like the terms buff and femme the boy and girl sides (sometimes) of a gay/lesbian relationship from what you write I would guess if you are lesbian/gay trans than you are probably (if even) the femme side of the potential relastionship.

hope this was helpful.