Today has just been awful for me. I found out that even though I have worked hard all semester to get a passing grade in my anatomy course, I got a 67% as a final grade. If I got 3% more I would have been able to go on and apply for nursing school in April. Even though I have passed all of my other classes with flying colors, I feel like a complete disappointment to everyone. I feel so worthless in the sense that if I cannot pass the basics of a nursing degree, then how in the world am I supposed to do something more with my life. It just seems like a stupid dream to me now. The worst part is, I know that I have disappointed my family. Especially my mother. Everyone knows that disapproving mom look. So for the past six hours or so that is the only look I get from my mother. Which does not help the situation at all. I now have to regroup and try to figure out what to do. Everything inside of me says to quit and give up. That I will never amount to anything in my life. But there is that one little whisper trying to get through to me saying that there might be a reason for me not passing it, even though it is the second time I have taken it. Maybe I am not meant to be a nurse. But the thing is, that voice is just a whisper and all the other worthless thoughts are basically screaming at me. I just want to make something of my life, but it looks like right know I am just a major failure that will never amount to anything.