Hey, this sounds really frustrating, I am sorry you have to deal with it.
I plan on requesting my hospital and impatient records very soon, as soon as I feel capable of dealing with them and the situation. I hope I don't run into trouble.

If you don't mind me asking, for what reason do you want to access them? Just to read them and see what they say? (you don't have to answer if you aren't comfortable) I think it is very dumb that they won't let you see them, again, you were there, so you experienced it but can't read about it? That seems absurd.