<font color="#000088">I understand what it feels like to have a family that doesn't give a damn. My family tells me to off myself all the time, that they would be better off without me! Mostly my Mom! So I know how it feels. But running away won't make it any better, you're problems will follow you wherever you go, unless it's just your family. But the internal suffering won't end, no matter where you are. And I know sleep deprivation can cause some serious anxiety, and make things so much harder for you to deal with. I really hope that soon you can get a good nights sleep, for your own sake. We here at PC really do care about your welfare, and want you to be okay, and hope that you'll be okay. There are many of us that are here to help, and that are going through similar issues,so we understand your frustration.
I hope you get feeling better, and get some much needed sleep. And don't end up SI'ing over all these things you're dealing with! Because we care!
Try really hard to get some sleep, it might help relieve some of your anxiety!</font>