Today I work my shift at my job where my only job is to be happy and greet people. The job was described as being the host of the party. I am just not up for it and I have been dreading it all week. I can't call in sick because we are required to find coverage for the shift ourselves so I only call in sick when I really have to because it is a hassle to find coverage.
I keep telling myself that it is only 4 hours that I need the money and that I will feel better once I get there.

Every week I want to quit, but I need the money and I only work one day a week. How will I hold down a full time job that I desparately need if i can't handle 4 hours each week?

I can crawl back not my bed and hide after my shift.