Greetings all,

And if so, how do you handle it? I was diagnosed one year ago and, quite frankly, I have become keenly aware of attention toward me. I'm trying very hard to deal with my disorder as I am married and have had a few emotional affairs. Case in point...

I reconnected with a high school friend who has a younger sister, therefore I reconnected with her as well. She has blossomed into quite an attractive woman and we began chatting online. I began noticing that she began steering the conversations toward a more personal nature when she told me that she had a huge crush on me in school. I never knew this of course, but we discussed it and then let it go of course.

Then one evening she told me "You scare me. You're dangerous to my marriage."...

WTF? Sure I find her attractive, but I'm in therapy for my disorder and working very hard to salvage my marriage. Is it in our nature?