Hope that crappy feeling passes soon for you.

I can sure relate to that gmother training, I got something like it with a "Crying never solved anything" type bit. Gotta love it (not).

I'm daydreaming about some sorta angel service that shows up when we need it, with massages, good food, listening ear, plumped pillows and fresh flowers. Or whatever helps us feel even a wee bit better. Hope something good happens for you soon.