Thanks, All.
I don't think I am a danger to myself. I have never been a danger to others. I just have thoughts when I am really down. I have been hospitalized many times, all self check ins at the ER, but now that I am divorced, a hospitalization would prompt my two ex husbands to try to take the kids away. They have threatened many times. They would never win, but I don't have the money or energy to fight two custody battles and have my medical records unsealed and open to the public.