Dec 18, 2015 at 03:18 PM
I relate SO much to this! I have had bouts of independence, but at 26 I quit my job and have been living in limbo since. The upside to all of this is, You are 26! This may seem old to you but I don't think so. at 26 I tried Alcohol as a last resort, and it actually worked, well with my lowered inhibitions left me with a lot of regrets and memories I don't wish to remember so, no, I don't drink anymore. I grew up devout to medication, I know now that there are other options, but medication can be a good first step. As my boyfriend said to me last night "You are living in a prison cell that you don't want to leave, because you feel safe there" Its time to burst that bubble.
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The perfect way is only difficult for those who pick and choose. Do not like, do not dislike; all will then be clear. Make a hairbreadth difference and heaven and earth are set apart; if you want the truth to stand clear before you, never be for or against. The struggle between "for" and "against" is the minds worst disease.
Sad veiled bride please be happy,
Handsome groom, give her room.
Loud Loutish lover, treat her kindly
Though she needs you, more than she loves you.
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