i went to my doctor today because i have been very depressed with a lot of anxiety. i thought about going back on my anti depressant imipramine. i have not taken it for a long time. i am nervous for some reason to take it again, but i feel as if i need to. i am also starting therapy in two weeks. i am happy about that. i just feel so anxious. i felt as if i was going to have an anxiety attack at the doctors. i am so lost. i cant even get one day that i feel free of mental illness. i thought life was to be fun.