I started taking My brother in laws suboxone, at first. It was 250 dollars a visit, and I didn't have the insurance to cover the 9 dollar subs. That was back in 05 I think. So He started giving me a couple of his every month and I would quarter them. A few years of him being on it an old friend of his came to town and talked about how heroin is cheaper and yadda yadda. I snorted a few times, but when I saw my Brother in law getting deeper in it, I left. I continued with the Vicodin or whatever. Then saw another, cheaper Sub doc that gave me 3 a day. I was NOT that much of an addict. but hey, It got me high. I stopped seeing him. back to Vicodin because there's no oxys that I know of around here, well, I wasn't going to risk driving downtown. I already wrote this but it has been about a month since taking suboxone. While I was away from him and my sister and niece He was shooting up within 2 months of trying it. He was put in prison for 8 months and then straight to rehab for 3 months. when he finally could leave for the day, he went back home and had they had a nice little party for him. He went back to rehab. He was found dead the next morning. Feb 10, 2015. I'm sorry I wrote all that, His birthday was yesterday. Sorry. I got distracted
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Sad veiled bride please be happy,
Handsome groom, give her room.
Loud Loutish lover, treat her kindly
Though she needs you, more than she loves you.
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