Smoking is awful, I think most people who enjoy their first cig eventually find themselves addicted. To me the best parts of quitting were not having to drive to the store at 3am to buy a pack, to be able to walk up stairs without being winded, be able to smell food in the kitchen cooking. Plus, that feeling you had tonight with your first? After a while it stops and now you just have an expensive heavy habit chained to you. I would beg you to reconsider.