The pressure of our degrees and the hopelessness of our futures really does get to both of us. I just hope one of us gets a higher ed job after graduation (hopefully him because I can figure out a plan B easier). I know he'll be looking overseas as well as in the US so hopefully one of us can find something.

I actually feel a little hopeful about the future as long as he's there, but I don't know what I'd do if something were to happen to him. I can't really do this on my own with little knowledge or support.