Yes, our system crashed, too...about a year ago. We weren't high functioning, we just functioned enough to get by, so we really didn't have that far to fall.

Nobody knows about my condition except some of my family today who like freaked out over hearing this, and my pdoc who could careless. I had a T for a moment, but I have to have money to use her and she won't help till I do to be able to have a continuous flow of appointments.

I'm glad that you are happy to be back in Philly, and it sounds like you went through hell before then, I'm so sorry.

I can see what you mean for a paper trail....you go girl!