We have roadrunners here, I see them quite often in the summer. Not so much when it's cold like now.... well, cold relatively speaking anyway....

h & I went out and saw a movie tonight, "The Intern" with Robert Deniro. It had some pretty funny parts, and tugged at my heartstrings at others. All in all we enjoyed it. It was good to take my mind off some errant thoughts I was having today at work. I wish I had talked a little more yesterday with t about what I was avoiding talking about 2 weeks ago, I told her one of the things I was avoiding was talking about what if anything I am going to do about my marriage and the desires/feelings I have sometimes that fall outside of it, I told her things are going pretty okay right now, she said well maybe it's a good time to talk about it so it doesn't just turn into a ***** session, I was noncommittal as I usually am on that conversation so we moved on to something else, I really should stop avoiding it. Especially after thoughts I was having at work today regarding a (female) coworker who's in the training class with me. I hadn't known her before this class. Ah but I don't regret using half my session for the energy work it was really good and something I feel like I needed, in fact I think that quite probably some of what I released was fear about examining those desires that I sometimes have of wanting to be with a woman again. Methinks I may be ready to sit down and have the actual conversation with t about it that I've been avoiding for awhile now. My next appointment is on 12/30 so not quite 2 weeks.

Sorry for being so wordy couch. It is so helpful for me to work these things out here.

Hugs to those who want them, cuz I have lots of them inside to give away....