Hi Soulja3,
Welcome, - even though I feel new here myself.
I have schizoid pd, been diagnosed. My opinion is, if you somehow sense theres something wrong then your instincts are to be respected. Welldone for reaching out, asking and having the courage to ask these questions of yourself.

I read your post carefully, and there are some things you said that IMOpinion, mean you could have the tendencies towards 'schizioidishness', but as I understand it, everone has tendencies. What I found good about a diagnosis is that it helped me to understand myself, so many things fell into place in my life. And there is much hope and possibilities for healing. In fact, myself and a friend have been having a weekly study group and sharing our deep feelings and expereinces.

I just wanted to respond to you quickly, I havent got much more time tonight. But I look forward to continue discussing. As my bestkids said, it seems like a good place here, people seem to be kind and helpful.
Do pm me if you like.


river.