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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow
You sound like you are mixed to me. Or akathesia? That horrible restlessness. I think mixed is more likely with the ups and downs you've been having. Could the Rexulti or another med change have triggered some rapid cycling? I know that I rapid cycle all the time (normally; lately that's not true) but if it hits right I rapid cycle right into mixed and am miserable just days after I've been saying that my depression was feeling better.
I hope you are getting some sleep tonight.
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I finally fell asleep for like 6 hours! What wirries me is last night I was so miserable I started having somewhat suicide ideation. I thought I was fine and hadn't crashed totally and was even somewhat in a good mood until last night when I was desperately seeking sleep to sleep time away. I truly considered taking all 30 zyprexa I haven't thrown out yet. And other self harm thoughts...
I hope this goes away. I'm not sure I'm mixed but I always seem to headed that way.