Yeah I guess... It's just hard because I'm scared I'm going to make a fool out of myself because there's still a little part of me that says"You're just a procrastinator and you're unlucky enough to have a condition that would make most people think you're a freak, that's it. Get over it. You're exaggerating and there's nothing wrong with you." When another part of me is like bleh. I don't even care anymore.