I am expecting to be very, very mixed during this. I'm very worried about the psychosis as well. When I started Seroquel I had not had much psychosis in years and Seroquel stopped what I had. I have had rare hallucinations when manic and without sleep a couple of times since then. But this year there's been a lot more psychosis and I'm terrified that I'll go into full-fledged psychosis. I need to let my mom know this is possible but have no idea how to approach that without scaring her. I'll wait until I've seen my pdoc though and until after Christmas.

I am not looking forward to this. I know I have to do it but I feel a great sense of doom. I know how I felt going off just my AD to go on my MAOI and that was nothing like the power of Seroquel.

Oh well.....