Thanks for the responses. I've always had weird periods starting from age 11. I had to be put on BC at 13 due to prolonged heavy bleeding. I didn't tolerate the hormones very well. I've got an IUD. The Paragard. It's about 2 years over due from being replaced because I'm scared to death of it. Then, I read about copper toxicity online today. I really shouldn't have done that. Now my health anxieties are *really* in high gear.
All this stress and grief I've been dealt over the past year is on my mind everyday. I just found my uncle's broken cell phone under the couch where he slept. It looks like he twisted it and broke it. Now, my husband and I are wondering if whoever he was talking to triggered his suicide. It's hellish. The wondering. Everything happened all at once. And watching my husband's decline in his mental health and physical (he has Crohns disease) is just heartbreaking. I feel helpless. Everyone in the family is hateful towards him. His real parents tell him he was a mistake baby. And his pos dad even said "You were supposed to be aborted".

Everything has been so tense. Husband had been extremely abusive for the past month. He's been much calmer the past few days. Even wanting to go out. But I'm still left with what he's said and done. And now I'm scared for my health. I'm hoping the bleeding stops. It's not even bad just pink spotting today. But my mind still races.