Hi Rainbowzz,
I am sorry you're having such a terrible time of things! You need to talk to your OB about the med situation. I personally was on anti-anxiety meds throughout both of my pregnancies and both of my kids were just fine.

Medications aren't necessarily all harmful to the fetus (teratogenic.) I suggest strongly that you make an appt. with your OB doc ASAP to discuss your alternatives.
Take good care,
Okie