It's been a really rough week and I could really use some support right now. I don't know if it's just this time of year, but seems like crap always hits the fan around Christmas time. I'm working towards opening my own business and my dad is extremely unsupportive and doubtful and just destroys my dream and fills me with doubt. Within the past few days it seems like every ex is coming out of the woodwork.... And they're all in relationships and doing well, while I'm over here single and getting slapped in the face with a 2x4 by life! I made a mistake and missed an appointment that was important to my future business. I haven't been as good of a mom as I feel I should be, mostly because I'm just so stressed and so sad right now. I just keep trying to have hope and remember that this too shall pass and that the night is always darker before the dawn, every storm runs out of rain, and all that. But I just feel the pressure building and building and I just want it to alleviate already!!