I have no clue what my dx is. I've asked my T and Pdoc and they both said they'd rather focus on treating the symptoms rather than solving the mystery of what exactly it is I have. I did take a peek at the sheaf of papers I am handed (to give to my pdoc to do whatever it is they do with them), but it just says "Non Specific Psychosis".

Guess I'm an enigma in the MI world. I don't belong to any one MI nor am excluded from any one MI. I'm just unique. Special. A one of a kind nutcase.

It doesn't help me when I seek help though, as I said, they would rather treat the symptoms rather than give me a specific diagnosis. So, I feel like I am in limbo. Up the preverbal creek without a paddle, so to speak.

Guess being unique and special isn't such a good thing after all.

I know that I am who I make myself out to be, and that I shouldn't let a diagnosis determine my fate, or who I am. It's just a whole hell of a lot easier to fight the battle if I have the right weapons, rather than blindly swinging my fists and hoping I get a lucky uppercut in.

*sigh* It's really bad when you don't even fit in with the world's outcasts......