Hmmm. I believe Valentina is right. You're subconsciously projecting your guilt and shame over your sexuality and porn viewing preferences onto your day to day life. If you believe strongly enough that something is happening, then to you, it is happening.

Let me assure you that you're perfectly normal in every way sexuality wise and that watching gay or bisexual porn won't ever result in having a bad day. You simply feel the correlation is real based on mental perception.

Maybe you can further explore this guilt and shame with a T or post about it here for moral support and reassurance that all sexualities are normal.

And FYI, once you accept yourself for who you are, it's the most liberating experience in the world, let me tell ya. Nothing compares to it as far as I know. I felt like a huge weight was lifted from me. Yup. My dark clouds parted and the sun shone through.

It's easier to let go and accept, rather than to fight...and healthier too.