Feeling very overwhelmed by all the things I need to do today. I feel like I'm coming apart at the seams. I wish I was normal. I hate anxiety, and most of all I HATE BEING BIPOLAR!!! I ****ing quit.

My boyfriend said this week that if he had a place as small as mine, he'd so be able to keep it clean. While he said it in no way directed at me, it makes me feel so inferior. I can't keep it clean. It's a disaster [emoji20] I'm so ridiculous.