Sensitive subject for me.

I think fear of rejection has a lot to do with me not having a single real intimate-relationship beyond sexual contact.
Generally I'm okay with rejection but when it comes to Romantic relationships, I don't even think about dating - it's been that way for so long... I've dated this girl last year and eventually she just wasn't attracted to me so yeah.. I kinda gave up ~ I find myself channeling all my energies towards thousands of different directions so it turns out I barely even think about that.