You guys made me think. ( Where is there a perfect family anyway )?

I had two families once. One was my birth family which now are not here with me for various reasons.( two brothers and two sisters )
The other was when I was married and had a wife and 2 kids. Now they are not here with me for various reasons.

So here I am totally alone. Don't even have a cat. But I'm not going to let Christmas bring me down. I'm going to be grateful for all the good holidays I've had with family('s) over the years.

I'm going to spend Christmas eve thinking about the real reason for Christmas.
It's something I need , hope.

Isn't it ironic that if you took all the people who are going to be alone for Christmas they would probably fill what ? Texas ? Plus how many other states ?

Yet I will be alone.

It's not that I can't be with people somehow , what I really want is to have the LOVE that I once shared with my families .The love I don't feel now but did at some time in the past.

BUT ! New loves await !

to all ,