I am with you Liz. I still have my kids and hubby but this year we did not put up a tree due to all the construction. On top of that my grandmother and uncle are going away my grandmother does not want to be home for the holidays since my dad died last year well neither do I.

I had a melt down the other night and slept on the couch. All that got me was 2 cats fighting to see who could sleep on me which ment no sleep for me then hubby brings his friend over that he nows I do not like so I stayed in my room this morning he went and got the friend again to help out I just want to scream. I just wish everyone would leave me alone