Hello BNLsMOM: I read your post & just wanted to leave a brief note. I'm not on any med's anymore. From time-&-time I think that perhaps I should be. This mostly happens when I get fired up over some trivial thing that has transpired between my spouse & me, after which I typically start feeling guilty. But I don't believe the med's ever did anything for me other than to make me groggy. Plus they made me gain weight. So I'm determined to stay off of them... come what may... I'm sorry you are struggling... I send you my best wishes...