The last few nights I've been awake until 4 or later. Last night I think it was 5. I'm exhausted, I have so much to do this week and I need rest and sleep just isn't happening. I thought I could fall asleep about 11 and turned the lights out and laid there for an hour getting more and more antsy. So now I took a PRN klonopin and am hoping it kicks it although so far it hasn't. If I don't get sleep tonight things get messed up for the next several days.

I told my sister a few weeks ago that I'd come down to watch my nieces so she could wrap gifts and things. She picked Tuesday which is rough because it is the day after my 5 hours of driving to see my pdoc and I'm supposed to see my therapist Wednesday. So I'm trying to work things out with her and feeling guilty that I can't just do things when i want to like a normal person.

I really, really need sleep....