It sounds like you want to have BPD?

BPD should NOT be diagnosed until an adult: 25+? Because BPD presents the same as an emotional delay. Also similar to how teenagers act out.

At 18, professionals thought I had BPD, but they did not give me that diagnosis. At that time, I was diagnosed double depression and anxiety disorder nos. At 31, I asked my T and Pdoc to diagnose me. They both diagnosed me with BPD, Major Depressive Disorder, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

I've read this whole thread amd the debating. It honestly sounds like you just want to be right. Even your title: "I'm right, right?"... You seem more narcissistic than Borderline.