I think i need medication for my anxiety so that I can have a proper social life. but ive read that medication makes you less creative, less intelligent and unable to concentrate or memorize things (I've read that psychiatric meds basically "chemically lobotomize" you). i want medication for my anxiety (therapy hasn't worked much) but I don,t want side effects that will affect my inteligence/creativity or blunt my emotions to much (if that makes sense)