I've been at PC for quite a while, I've read many many peoples stories about depression. All the stories I read are exactly like mine EXCEPT for the fact that I'm not getting ANY relief from any of the dozen + meds I've takken.

I posted this because my new therapist ( in which i find closes to) thinks unlike most cases of depression where something triggers it, therefore leads to the depression mine has no "start". I've been sad since I was a child, I remember asking children to be my friend in grade school, etc.

My T, thniks honestly I hvae a rare fully blown chemical imbalance that finds no relief by meds. I'm sure thers more to her reasoning then what I've posted, my point is....how do i cure myself...if its a true medical condition, rather then a mental condition?....gosh that makes no sense..it is mental...BAH....I dunno I'm confused......anyways I'm doing horrrible...can't wait to see T tuesday. I also thought all depression was a chemical imbalance?????....i see where my T is coming from tho...just not sure if ...i dunno...input plz

Dustin