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Old Dec 21, 2015, 11:57 AM
Anonymous48690
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Omg, these 2 brain conditions are so hard to tell apart!

Of course, I'm diagnosed bipolar, but that's waaaay before this multiple condition came into focus.

Intrusive thoughts: now I wonder what an intrusive thought is because every other's thoughts intrudes on my thinking 24/7. It's like....I don't know.

Mood swings: differing moods from others alternating through switching can mimic ultra-rapid to ultradian mood cycles....especially if you are like me, a switchaholic. I mean, I've got my deep down depressed others and also my sparkly super happy others that get all excited and glittery keep me up late kinds...
We've also been accused of being Borderline just because the mood switches can be triggered.

But I do have them automatic mood swings that seems to follow a wave pattern that overrides any other triggered mood which the pills help keep stopped.

Spending money: I so love shopping! We just don't have enough of it! Yes our credit cards are maxed and we have nice looking stuff, but like I need bipolar to help me spend money.

Hyper sexuality: we've got others for that, quite a few even, so that's hard to tell because some of these others really go at it if you know what I mean

SH suicidal: once again, we have others that are hell bent on hurting us and some that just wish that they were dead. I feel sorry for them that they got to feel that way. They are best kept sober.

Depression: we have some moody others with different levels of depression that once again mimics the 3 different elements of ultra rapid cycling.

Hypomania: okay, this one is hard to explain. The best that I can say is too much coffee seeing that's the only stimulant we now take now that we are off the adderoll kick. Plus some super excited others jump in very now and then. Oh...I want to add that a high dose of AD kicks it off, too.

Psychosis: who doesn't have a few delusional others laying around? Anywhere from paranoia to believing that they are God's holiest of holies? I know "I do!"

Okay, there are a few examples. Like I mentioned earlier was I had them seemingly rhythmic automatic mood swing waves. Plus AD by it's self drives me manic. Those are the only 2 clues that I have that I'm bipolar affected. Oh yeah, I forgot, bipolar meds work. That's it. That's all I know.

Last edited by Anonymous48690; Dec 21, 2015 at 12:12 PM.