Hey Row.....just saw this post.....
My sweet, competitive, hard-charging friend....I can only imagine how much the stress of being a HS coach adds to the BP....and vice-versa. I'm surprised there is only occasional destruction
I know you are working very hard to get a handle on your BP and to learn and grow. And, I'm certain you are a great coach.
I hope the pieces fall into to place, so to speak, and you find a way to have that peace and stillness you are searching for.
No great words of wisdom.....just know I am rootin' for ya!