I am quoting this from your phone call post, as to help you remember that T will be back

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He said: I will see you three weeks from yesterday. I will be back on the Friday before Labor day, so if you need me you can call me that day.

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Separation can be intolerable. I know. Especially when there is no object constancy. I am the same way. When T is gone, he's gone. I think I told you... one time I called him to make sure we were still in therapy together. I seriously convinced myself that he just disappeared in between sessions.

The only thing that is going to happen to you is that it is going to hurt like hell. Like right now. But you will still be here when he returns.

Have you been journaling?

Sending you hearts, thoughts, and cheese cubes.