I try to retrospect and I think I only get depressed in semester's exam-sessions, the next begins in February. I just need to create a plan, a program of activity for the whole session so I won't feel like I'm getting lost in nothingness. Actually it's only 1 exam this Feb and about 3 weeks of 'freedom' from college. I might book a 3-day trip to Europe for a really cheap price but that's only 3 days... what I really mean is that it seems that something particular in those times trigger and crush me hard, otherwise I'm just Superbly-Okay and perhaps that can be my default baseline -- I'm feeling VERY good most of the week, maybe a day or two where my body rests and back up again.