Please don't minimize what has happened in your life. You are no "pansy" or "wuss". And I wish you wouldn't feel dumb about how you are feeling and your posts. You are feeling pain and reaching out. That is what is important. And there are others who understand and reaching out to you. Please try and accept the support and be kind to yourself. You deserve it. I am sorry that you have experienced what you have and hope that you begin to heal.

I am here and I am listening.

BB