feeling unsettled.
i feel like my T is playing games with me.
so confused. at one hand i think hes so engaged in session that i must be mistaken.
on 2nd second hand when i look at things he has done and said...its definitely to get me to leave him for good.

maybe its time to look for another T...or just test someone out...
i dont want to play mind games in therapy.

example: T asks me what would u like to discuss today. ( i was totally caught off guard, as he has never asked me this, just before that we had a teeny tiny confrontation so i think he was mad at me, and thus put all the pressure on me to start) so i told him i want to discuss XYZ ! we discuss it whole session...no problem.

next session: he starts by saying he feels last session was not a good use of our time and he hopes current session is spent on something that is useful and important to me ???????? then he asks what would you like to talk about today?

ahhh..wow...i found last session quiet useful. u let me choose what i wanna talk about then u turn around and say it was a wrong choice? when i am not even complaining?