That sounds awful. I honestly didn't know they could/would do that. My interaction with the crisis line remains limited to the time I sent a strongly worded letter about a mental health bill to a politician and it included the word "suicidal" and that triggered them to call and make sure I wasn't, which was quite embarrassing. But that sounds much worse. I'm glad you didn't have to go in; I think you know yourself well enough to decide that with your therapist and you've shown you can do so several times this year. But I guess it is better that they ere on the side of caution than not. Still, sorry you had to go through that.