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I've actually been doing a lot better this week. I am learning that by controlling my environment and finding ways to escape my anxiety and stress it's getting easier to stay sober. Tonight was a weird night for me. My daughters father called me for the first time in several months (he is incarcerated) this made me feel stressed, even though it went well, I started thinking I would give anything for a damn whiskey and coke. So I plugged in my earbuds and cranked some Zeppelin and just went into the music instead of in my head. I feel 100% better.
haha I love this. I find doing this to be comforting.
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The perfect way is only difficult for those who pick and choose. Do not like, do not dislike; all will then be clear. Make a hairbreadth difference and heaven and earth are set apart; if you want the truth to stand clear before you, never be for or against. The struggle between "for" and "against" is the minds worst disease.
Sad veiled bride please be happy,
Handsome groom, give her room.
Loud Loutish lover, treat her kindly
Though she needs you, more than she loves you.
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