I've mentioned before here that my symptoms have increased recently and my grandfather passed away in late November. Now my father has announced yesterday that he has filed for divorce. For the past six years, until July of this year, I had not had a relationship with my father. I feel like I have given him a second chance at being a parent and he has completely rejected that, after acting like he accepted it. I feel like I'm a teacup that has been chinked gradually and now is completely shattered.