I've wondered for a long time whether I just have depression or something more, but it's mostly on reflection. There's no doubt about my depression whatsoever, but I wonder whether some of my behaviour has been 'stability' or something else. Generally when I'm stable I can’t really escape thoughts of anxiety, people reading my thoughts, following and watching me etc. But there's been times in my past where for a few weeks everything becomes heightened like I’m on a 24/7 caffeine boost or shot with adrenaline, for lack of a better way of phrasing. However, I don’t really want to bring anything up in case I seem attention seeking, and I would never self-diagnose. Idk. Sorry if this isn’t the place but I’d just like some advice.