I would have been terrified and PTSD coming out and crying and a mess. One time I saw this new pdoc and she thought I was too manic and needed hospitalization. I did not want it and fought hard. I'm usually this quiet voiced, shy person but with her I wound up yelling. Which made her threaten me with the police coming to take me to the state hospital. Finally I got out enough for her to know that I had the terminology to fight it and would do so if she put me on a hold. And I truly didn't need IP then. A month before, yes but I had no pdoc. But the threat of the police was when I got frantic and really started yelling. I'm sure every other patient in the place was wondering what was WRONG with me.